Seeing couples on trains, in restaurants, at pubs not talking to each other, not smiling at each other, barely even acknowledging each other just has me so terrified that I will end up like them. I don't want my life to be mundane, I don't want to be responsible, to end up in a 9 - 5 job for the next 10 years, to fall into a routine. What if I end up with the wrong man? Take the wrong job? How do you know when it's right? I want to spend money like it's dispensable, drink wine like it's water and love like passion never existed until the two of us met.
:/ ...I feel you...
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